R.e.L.i.E.F is the word of the day...and at least for the next 1 month...:)

Fuhh...!

what a relieve.... :) ...
first of all...i have done my fearest thing of the year...IB Exam of 2009...
it was fine alhamdulillah...eventhough some had caused my head to explode, but not to forget, some had made my day...:)....for now, not much dat i can do other than endless of prayers...

next relieving thing, i am proud to say that i am Malaysian....:)haha....i had finished my 5 days BTN camp at meru, klang....it was the most informative yet fun and vital course i have ever participate...

here are some interesting situation to be shared :

thursday, 28/5/09, 11.05 p.m

taf : wan, camne ek kiter nak pastikan ape yg kiter dpt kat btn ni, kite dapat sampaikan kat sume org kat luar tu?

safwan : uishh...susah tu taf....benda ni yg penting is delivery system...care kite smpaikan bnde ni...kalau salah care, x berkesan gak..

taf : betul...tp siyes bnde ni sgt pnting...

safwan : yup...especially utk org melayu....bape ramai sgt yg tau pasal betape pentingnye social contract tu kat org melayu? bile diorg xtau sejarah, mulelah pihak2 yg x bertanggungjawab tu wat tuntutan yg bukan2...pastu yg melayu yang x brape tau sejarah ni, gi sokong skali tuntutan diorg tu...padahal secara tak langsung, dia dah bunuh bangsa sendiri...aku pelik la...org melayu yang sokong tu bukan xde pendidikan...blajar tggi kot...tp nape la diorg wat cmtu kat bangse sendiri ek..?

taf : meby aku rase nih sebab ****** la...second thing sebab terlalu sgt nk *****...

~end~perbualan diakhiri kat depan surau...

seriously, that was the most crucial and serious conversation i have ever had through out my 20 years of life...i have never talked that kind of serious about my own race...my own country....but BTN had opened my eyes how important it is to preserve what we already have... it is our own rights....nobody should take it away from us!
people out there, do learn from history..before you support sumthing k...preserve what we already have today before it is taken away and you will never get it back...
insyaAllah, i will talk bout the content of BTN in my next next entry...:)

the last relieving thing...my sister's wedding was a success! alhamdulillah, at 853 a.m sharp, faridul atras is a official hubby of my dear sister, norsyafinaz azman....with sekali lafaz, their dream has come true....hope they will be together till the end of the day with beautiful n soleh kids...amin...~

so, what's next?
i just can't wait for my petrosains reunion trip diz saturday...cant wait to meet you guys....dah lame x gi holiday...huhu....wait for US k...hehe..=P...

tick...tock...tick....tock....

13 papers, 5 subjects, 11 days are history....
some are roughs....
some are just sweet and gorgeous....
2 papers to go.....
9 days left....
i am counting days to taste a lick of life.......
absolutely any life other than IB life.....

however, IB has thought me a lot...
not only MALAY, ENGLISH, MATHEMATICS, ECONOMICS, BUSINESS STUDIES and not to forget, PHYSICS.....
IB has thought me more than that....
and i am proud to be one of it....

KMB will be my history......
a wonderful history....
eventhough it starts with a rough journey....
but it ends beautifully....
im gonna miss the people....
whose are truly HUMAN......
with care, love and tenderness....
thanx so much everyone.....
may ALLAH bless you all....

hopefully, with everything that i've learnt here....
will be very beneficial to be brought to my next destiny......
regardless of where would it be....

may JULY 2009 be the most happiest moment in my life.....
insyaAllah...=)

one word

assignments??? done! homeworks??? what is that??? in my mind now is only have one word that worry me so much...it is not "exam"...it is not "test"...it is "DESTINY"....where is my destination after KMB? southampton,kent,heriot watt???? it is still uncertain and can be changed in a blink of eyes...n i know, i am capable of this obstacle..insyaAllah..

i can see the starting grid by now....but the finishing line is still far way to go...and i won't stop fighting in the battle till i cross the magical line....I WON'T..!

solte a' alma 2009

TREMENDOUS...

~that's the best word to describe the feeling once i stepped down the stage after my performance on solte a'alma's nite...owh...fyi, me with other 11 superb friends had been training for more than a week to perform a bhangra dance on that nite..we dance 4 3 songs, including the awaited bhole chudiyan OST kabhi kushi kabhi gham...frankly speaking, i am just another "kayu" among the 12 boys who are not used to dance...but with all the hardwork and cooperation from all of us, we not only did it, but we did it excellently! the crowd had gone crazy thru out the 3 songs...honestly i had run out of breath after the 1st song but the positive response from the crowd make me stronger and spiritted to perform for them...plus, knowing that my beloved teacher is just in front of the stage with her family, i just wanna do my best! alhamdulillah...we won the 2nd place for dance category and a special award for "stage conquerer"....This SC award for me is the biggest award for the nite...i dont care about the 2nd place...what my concern was the crowd had enjoyed our show the most! ;)

~few seconds before i stepped on the stage

me : jang...gua nervous ni...siyes aku x penah nervous cmni...
jang : (ngn muke yg ala2 xtau nk ckp ape coz die pn sbnrnye nervous jgk..haha..)lek la wan...kiter njoy jek kat ats stage nnt...=D
me : njoy je la jang...bukan nk menang pn...
jang : btol2...

~ on the stage : jang was the one who were really high,toxicated like a crazy "zaita" during the performance...chet! haha...i was sinked with my nervousness under jang's crazynees, smoothness, naturality, and excitement...haha...but i dont care bro...the crowd were cheering for all of us...;)

~ this was certainly the night of 365x2 nights in MCB....

"my beloved student...today...we will learn a topic called LOVE"

L.O.V.E...?

hurmmm...it's a learning time.....=)...few syllabus had been covered thru out the nites...

patience...appreciation...mutual understandings...empathy...consideration..and the list goes on...and it's ok...=)..these obstacles are parts of our excursion to the adultness...we will never stop learning till we die...the key strength is maturity...goodbye teenage life....!;)

u.P.d.A.t.E.s

well...life been pretty hard so far...with IRP started intensively...eventhough it is not officially started just yet...but the IRP meeting seems sumthing precious among kmbians...here and there we can see those year twos sit in a group...discussing...revising....chatting...and sumtimes GOSSIPING...huhu...not excluded my group la...and this phenomenon will continuously go on til may i am cock sure..insyaAllah with high commitment+perseverance+cooperations+considerations+prayers+blessings, we will make it girls...(im d only boy in my irp...=D..)

the nite of 6th march is approaching...for kmbians, this is the time for them to show their talent in the SOLTE A'ALMA's nite..this is one of the most anticipated night in kmb i would say...will i perform on that night?? hahaha....u better try ur luck to find me..;)

yesterday i went to mid valley for a small reunion of my ex-class in Jasin...there were nad (the pipi gemox from KTT~india bound dentistry student)...ernnie (the purple never lose from taylors~australia bound biotech student..=P)...zamir...(the batu api neraka from taylors..haha..~australia bound chem engine student..)...and ecah and amir..(err...the DOC in the making from bukit changgang???) haha...it was fun! we sat at the food court for 4 hours just to dig up back all the stories that have not been updated since 2 years back! huhu...time not flies...time speeds with speed of light! the 4 hours session was filled with lot lot lot lotsa laugh! my cheek kinda wanna explode...nad's already exploded..=P...my jaw like sengal2 already after we went back home....it was a good therapy though after a stressful life these few days back... thx to my frens...you guys really had cheered me up...;)

My mom just undergone a minor operation to remove a waste liquid that suddenly appeared on her wrist...she was fine now...alhamdulillah...and she was doin really great...and the most interesting thing to know is she got 2 weeks medical leave! mak! this is unfair! hahaha...

mid sem break is in 2 weeks time...im not really excited bout it coz the mood to study is mushrooming...i dont wanna ruin it...so it will be a "mild" holiday for me...and insyaAllah, i will be fine with it...=)

till next tyme guys...~~

L.O.V.E is the master key of H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S (a tribute to NfD and NmS)

My friend would call me jiwang once they read this entry’s title, certainly. But guys, read on. U may think twice to call me such that.

Well, first of all, let us put our brain outside where it used to be..or in other words, THINK OUT OF THE BOX..hurmm…most of the time, people will relate LOVE with relationship between sexes (including me)…yes, it is true..no one can prove you wrong…but love is just way broader than that…I call it as...

“The Chain of Hearts"

Chain No. 1 : God’s love is the greatest love of all

The first love that we should seek is the love from our Creator. Why I said so? Okay..imagine you are after a new character in Gossip Girl, Miss Carr..(Serena’s teacher)… I bet most of the guy would say she is damn gorgeous…(isn’t she? You better check your eyesight..=P) She is your dream girl….She is so cute…adoreable…matured…and all other flattering words on earth are hers… One day, you are given a chance to meet her..After a few months dating, pop! Declared! You guys are hooked! Wow….the world is yours dude! At that time, I am 200% sure that if Miss Carr asked anything from you, you are willingly to grant her with what she wants…..Okay…Now erase the image of Miss Carr! Erase it buddy! You are back in your real life…! (berpijak di bumi yang nyata ok!)Now…imagine that you are a decent boy/girl…kindhearted….religious….and stuff….Everyone like you….and im sure, God loves you as well…If you ever ask something to Him, there is no reason you will not get it….Isn’t it nice? Be loved by our own Creator…and get everything you want in this life…? I would say that, If God loves you, you will be loved by every single thing on Earth…as simple as that….But what matter is, How to be loved by God? Simple question sometimes doesn’t need complicated answer….you just need to do what He asked you to do….and leave everything that He forbids…insyaAllah…the greatest love of all is yours…=)

Chain No. 2 : It is not wrong to be a mummy’s boy or a daddy’s girl

I am not one of them of course but I am glad that I am equally loved by both of them…Even all of my sisters are just like me…my parents never differentiate their love for their children….eventhough I’m the youngest in my family with 3 sisters above me, but I never felt like one…I am not being pampered like some other youngest spoilt brats in other families…. Thank God for that…..n thanx to my parents as well for all the loves poured in my life for the past 20 years….without you guys, I will never be here….where I am standing write now…please do keep reminding me….because sometimes, people do forget things…..

For mummy’s boy and daddy’s girl, don’t get offended! Haha….actually, you guys are just like me..equally loved by both mummy and daddy…but you just get some extra loves by one of them…you get more than others….!

Chain No. 3 : L.O.V.E is in the air....

After you have tied up chain no. 1 and 2….the third chain will be just a piece of cake…A teenager like me would always loved to be loved by someone…but don’t be hastily into it..just go with the flow….never get carried away…my friend once told me….we get wiser as we grow older…we are just in searching of our maturity….take love as the strength to rise above…not a force to pull you down….love her/him as much as you could, never fooled her/him but remember, you have other people around you…you have other obligations as well…you are not live in your own world…do care about other people…because if it is written, when the time has come,SHE/HE is certainly yours...

So people, do search for the master key of your own HAPPINESS… treasure it as you trail on the exquisite excursion…don’t waste it..but remember, no. 1 does not come after 3…

Recipe of bandung soda of the day : search it…feel it…treasure it….