recap of VADs...!

hurmmm....normally, the boy name nur muhammad safwan will come here with overflowing ideas on what to write....but....not this time....i just feel like to write an entry but im totally have nothing in my mind....i just wanna write sumthing.....hurmmmm...meby the all-time favourite phrase "go with the flow" may be my best fren at least until the last sentence of this entry.... :)

hurmmm...supposedly, now im at sumwhere, hanging around with dina....but it was cancelled yesterday due to unavoidable thing....hurmmm.....i just cant understand myself la...why at the very first moment when i got a sudden bad news, i tend to be emotionally disturbed but actually, the so-called "bad news" was reasonable...i should understand the overall situation and should not think only about myself...it is not like She cancel the date because she loves to do so...there's a reason beneath it and it is REASONABLE! why cant i understand? but that's at the very first moment la...after a while,when the wave become calmer,when the congestion of neurons in my head has eased, everything become rational....i begin to see the problems clearly and accept it as the way it is...hurmmm...but meby that's the nature of human.....plus all the silent whispers from all the laknatullah, it just add more hatred in my heart....hurmmmm..to all people out there yg pernah terkena with my sudden emotionally disturbed, im truly deeply sorry of my wrongdoings...:(



our latest picture....after 4 months x jumpe...:)
LnMysMs....always have,always will :-*

okay! stop all the crappy jiwang thingy.....let's talk bout my new "home", petrosains...haha...supposedly, last saturday, my batch has efficiently planned to do our 2nd batch gathering at pengkalan balak, melaka....it has been planned for months but till the very last day, only 9 people has confirmed to join....out of 41 people in my batch...hurmmm....the plan was about to go on as usual but it was cancelled 2 days before the trip coz from the 9 people, 3 of them cancelled it....az has to put the priority to her family coz she has just become a MAK LANG! congratz az! hehe...while fathi and shuk has some family matters...eventhough at first tu i was like sedey jgk la coz im sooo looking forward for this trip but meby it is not our rezeki just yet to meet up and update all the stories....there's a blessing in disguise im sure..:)....
next monday, on 15 june 09, most probably, i'll join the most awaited event of the year, Volunteer Appreciation Day (VAD)....! ooooppsss....dat's maybe few years back...but not this year....the excitement to attend VAD was not as sparkling as previous year....this year, the budget has been cut....previous VAD was a great event! in 2007, we had it at the zone hotel....in the morning, there was a tresure hunt held at KLCC park and in the afternoon, all of us would boasting ourself with our own costume, according to the theme on that year, 50 years of Malaysia independence....it was such a happening,superb event....! still igt lg time tu, me n my batch has to present a sketch regarding kemerdekaan...i become a "bapak",hubby of elly who is the "emak"...we are the parents of KARIM, si sutun from UPNM...hehe...it was actually a "reverse" version of kasim selamat, a classic movie from P. Ramlee era...don't have to story more, let the pictures below do the talk...;)

my group tyme treasure hunt! kene blindfold...huhu

treasure hunt at KLCC park!


this is the scene where fatin (the who is kneeling) dah kene cucuk with her forks...hehe...from left is raja 'the karim', elly 'the emak' and me 'the bapak'...


time pengisytiharan kemerdekaan by "Tunku Abdul Rahman" a.k.a aiman...hahaha...

all the samseng kampung dusun!



in 2008, the theme was cartoon maniA! haha....we were 'forced' to wear any cartoon character costume and due to the blunderness of idea, i just wear the simplest MIB costume...haha...just put on my dad's suit and a sunglass...tadaaa! done...hehe..n my partner of the day is my cutey KIM POSSIBLE...! hehe...;)...as usual, there is a treasure hunt in the petrosains itself....it was still fun eventhough it is not held at the KLCC park as the previous year..


with my kim possible!


there were flinstone, spiderman and frens....haha...jabbawockeez pn ade??

the witches,darthvader,MIB and wolverine....where's kayla mr. logan?


hurmmm....2009? the theme is "that's 80's show"....hurmmm...but...since the company has reduced the budget for volunteers, including our working hours and events, this year's VAD won't promise any excitement i bet....the event is scheduled to start only at 3pm...there will be no running for treasure hunt whether inside or outside KLCC....no breakfast...just maybe HI-TEA and performances and awards giving ceremony....and it is scheduled to end at 6pm....wut do you expect? people,just dont expect much....and first thing first,i wont waste my money to prepare my costume....

ok then....it seems like the flow starts to overflowing....hehe...see?? sumtimes, ad-hoc work works!...we just don't need to plan....hurmmm...maybe we shud plan and it's good to plan our work...but eventually, HE will decide everything for us...just hoping the best for everyone...till then....have a good day everybody...take care...~

R.e.L.i.E.F is the word of the day...and at least for the next 1 month...:)

Fuhh...!

what a relieve.... :) ...
first of all...i have done my fearest thing of the year...IB Exam of 2009...
it was fine alhamdulillah...eventhough some had caused my head to explode, but not to forget, some had made my day...:)....for now, not much dat i can do other than endless of prayers...

next relieving thing, i am proud to say that i am Malaysian....:)haha....i had finished my 5 days BTN camp at meru, klang....it was the most informative yet fun and vital course i have ever participate...

here are some interesting situation to be shared :

thursday, 28/5/09, 11.05 p.m

taf : wan, camne ek kiter nak pastikan ape yg kiter dpt kat btn ni, kite dapat sampaikan kat sume org kat luar tu?

safwan : uishh...susah tu taf....benda ni yg penting is delivery system...care kite smpaikan bnde ni...kalau salah care, x berkesan gak..

taf : betul...tp siyes bnde ni sgt pnting...

safwan : yup...especially utk org melayu....bape ramai sgt yg tau pasal betape pentingnye social contract tu kat org melayu? bile diorg xtau sejarah, mulelah pihak2 yg x bertanggungjawab tu wat tuntutan yg bukan2...pastu yg melayu yang x brape tau sejarah ni, gi sokong skali tuntutan diorg tu...padahal secara tak langsung, dia dah bunuh bangsa sendiri...aku pelik la...org melayu yang sokong tu bukan xde pendidikan...blajar tggi kot...tp nape la diorg wat cmtu kat bangse sendiri ek..?

taf : meby aku rase nih sebab ****** la...second thing sebab terlalu sgt nk *****...

~end~perbualan diakhiri kat depan surau...

seriously, that was the most crucial and serious conversation i have ever had through out my 20 years of life...i have never talked that kind of serious about my own race...my own country....but BTN had opened my eyes how important it is to preserve what we already have... it is our own rights....nobody should take it away from us!
people out there, do learn from history..before you support sumthing k...preserve what we already have today before it is taken away and you will never get it back...
insyaAllah, i will talk bout the content of BTN in my next next entry...:)

the last relieving thing...my sister's wedding was a success! alhamdulillah, at 853 a.m sharp, faridul atras is a official hubby of my dear sister, norsyafinaz azman....with sekali lafaz, their dream has come true....hope they will be together till the end of the day with beautiful n soleh kids...amin...~

so, what's next?
i just can't wait for my petrosains reunion trip diz saturday...cant wait to meet you guys....dah lame x gi holiday...huhu....wait for US k...hehe..=P...

tick...tock...tick....tock....

13 papers, 5 subjects, 11 days are history....
some are roughs....
some are just sweet and gorgeous....
2 papers to go.....
9 days left....
i am counting days to taste a lick of life.......
absolutely any life other than IB life.....

however, IB has thought me a lot...
not only MALAY, ENGLISH, MATHEMATICS, ECONOMICS, BUSINESS STUDIES and not to forget, PHYSICS.....
IB has thought me more than that....
and i am proud to be one of it....

KMB will be my history......
a wonderful history....
eventhough it starts with a rough journey....
but it ends beautifully....
im gonna miss the people....
whose are truly HUMAN......
with care, love and tenderness....
thanx so much everyone.....
may ALLAH bless you all....

hopefully, with everything that i've learnt here....
will be very beneficial to be brought to my next destiny......
regardless of where would it be....

may JULY 2009 be the most happiest moment in my life.....
insyaAllah...=)

one word

assignments??? done! homeworks??? what is that??? in my mind now is only have one word that worry me so much...it is not "exam"...it is not "test"...it is "DESTINY"....where is my destination after KMB? southampton,kent,heriot watt???? it is still uncertain and can be changed in a blink of eyes...n i know, i am capable of this obstacle..insyaAllah..

i can see the starting grid by now....but the finishing line is still far way to go...and i won't stop fighting in the battle till i cross the magical line....I WON'T..!

solte a' alma 2009

TREMENDOUS...

~that's the best word to describe the feeling once i stepped down the stage after my performance on solte a'alma's nite...owh...fyi, me with other 11 superb friends had been training for more than a week to perform a bhangra dance on that nite..we dance 4 3 songs, including the awaited bhole chudiyan OST kabhi kushi kabhi gham...frankly speaking, i am just another "kayu" among the 12 boys who are not used to dance...but with all the hardwork and cooperation from all of us, we not only did it, but we did it excellently! the crowd had gone crazy thru out the 3 songs...honestly i had run out of breath after the 1st song but the positive response from the crowd make me stronger and spiritted to perform for them...plus, knowing that my beloved teacher is just in front of the stage with her family, i just wanna do my best! alhamdulillah...we won the 2nd place for dance category and a special award for "stage conquerer"....This SC award for me is the biggest award for the nite...i dont care about the 2nd place...what my concern was the crowd had enjoyed our show the most! ;)

~few seconds before i stepped on the stage

me : jang...gua nervous ni...siyes aku x penah nervous cmni...
jang : (ngn muke yg ala2 xtau nk ckp ape coz die pn sbnrnye nervous jgk..haha..)lek la wan...kiter njoy jek kat ats stage nnt...=D
me : njoy je la jang...bukan nk menang pn...
jang : btol2...

~ on the stage : jang was the one who were really high,toxicated like a crazy "zaita" during the performance...chet! haha...i was sinked with my nervousness under jang's crazynees, smoothness, naturality, and excitement...haha...but i dont care bro...the crowd were cheering for all of us...;)

~ this was certainly the night of 365x2 nights in MCB....

"my beloved student...today...we will learn a topic called LOVE"

L.O.V.E...?

hurmmm...it's a learning time.....=)...few syllabus had been covered thru out the nites...

patience...appreciation...mutual understandings...empathy...consideration..and the list goes on...and it's ok...=)..these obstacles are parts of our excursion to the adultness...we will never stop learning till we die...the key strength is maturity...goodbye teenage life....!;)

u.P.d.A.t.E.s

well...life been pretty hard so far...with IRP started intensively...eventhough it is not officially started just yet...but the IRP meeting seems sumthing precious among kmbians...here and there we can see those year twos sit in a group...discussing...revising....chatting...and sumtimes GOSSIPING...huhu...not excluded my group la...and this phenomenon will continuously go on til may i am cock sure..insyaAllah with high commitment+perseverance+cooperations+considerations+prayers+blessings, we will make it girls...(im d only boy in my irp...=D..)

the nite of 6th march is approaching...for kmbians, this is the time for them to show their talent in the SOLTE A'ALMA's nite..this is one of the most anticipated night in kmb i would say...will i perform on that night?? hahaha....u better try ur luck to find me..;)

yesterday i went to mid valley for a small reunion of my ex-class in Jasin...there were nad (the pipi gemox from KTT~india bound dentistry student)...ernnie (the purple never lose from taylors~australia bound biotech student..=P)...zamir...(the batu api neraka from taylors..haha..~australia bound chem engine student..)...and ecah and amir..(err...the DOC in the making from bukit changgang???) haha...it was fun! we sat at the food court for 4 hours just to dig up back all the stories that have not been updated since 2 years back! huhu...time not flies...time speeds with speed of light! the 4 hours session was filled with lot lot lot lotsa laugh! my cheek kinda wanna explode...nad's already exploded..=P...my jaw like sengal2 already after we went back home....it was a good therapy though after a stressful life these few days back... thx to my frens...you guys really had cheered me up...;)

My mom just undergone a minor operation to remove a waste liquid that suddenly appeared on her wrist...she was fine now...alhamdulillah...and she was doin really great...and the most interesting thing to know is she got 2 weeks medical leave! mak! this is unfair! hahaha...

mid sem break is in 2 weeks time...im not really excited bout it coz the mood to study is mushrooming...i dont wanna ruin it...so it will be a "mild" holiday for me...and insyaAllah, i will be fine with it...=)

till next tyme guys...~~