Aidilfitri ; More Than A Day of Celebration

i never done this..but this entry is eyes opening..so i decided to post it on my blog..enjoy reading it..may it be beneficial for you..

*this entry is quoted from http://missizyan.blogspot.com 

funny aint it?

at 20, and im just barely understanding the true meaning of 'idul Fitr'.

kembali kepada fitrah

is it because of my ignorance?

that only now im trying to understand this special day.

or should i blame my family or my surroundings instead?

truth is, pointing fingers leads me to nowhere.

instead i should be thankful, 

that at 20,

Allah gave this chance for me to think.

instead of 30. 

instead of 40. 

instead of never.

one fateful day, 

it was from a radio show, 

an ustaz started his talk with defining the words of 'idul Fitr'.

i wasn't able to listen to the whole show,

cant remember why.

but the definition was stuck in my tiny brain.

'seriously, ive never thought of that.'

the last few days,

i've been so occupied by this.

kembali kepada fitrah.

so the day is supposed to be a 'celebration' of that.

but the question is, have i?

kembali kepada fitrah.

did i use all the chances Ramadhan has to offer?

untuk kembali kepada fitrah?

this Ramadhan...

have i struggled and prepared myself for Lailatul Qadr,

instead of just waiting for it?

have i finished reciting Quran,

just because it's something i do every Ramadhan,

instead of hoping that Allah makes the bond with this Holy Quran stronger?

Have i performed tarawikh,

just because it's embarrassing not to do so,

instead of realizing that this solat sunat 

is only done specifically and specially in this holy month?

Have i eaten for sahur everyday,

just to fill my empty tummy, 

instead of understanding the barakah behind it?

Have i woken up for Qiam,

just because i had extra time before sahur,

instead of really having faith in Allah's words,

that Qiam really strengthens your iman?

have i...have i.. have you yan?

i kept questioning myself over and over again.

kembali kepada fitrah.

how i wish i am there.

how i wish i'd managed to do the most i can,

in this Holy month of Ramadhan.

how i wish, that im eligible to celebrate Idul Fitr,

with it's true meaning.

still, it's a happy occasion that one should cherish 

and be thankful for.

we're back in the real game now.

if we managed to tame our hawa nafsu,

then insyaAllah we'll manage to fight off all the Red Army,

for the next 11 months.

insyaAllah...

alright. this is just me retrospecting in public.

edisi ke berapa tak pasti.

whatever it is, 

saya nak minta maaf,

to all my friends and fellow readers.

for any words that might have hurt you.

wallahua'lam. 

im a mere human being, bound to make mistakes.

im here just to write and share my insignificant experiences.

with the hope that they may benefit those who willingly visit this blog.

and as for now, we still have a few hours of Ramadhan left.
(some still have a day left)

i've heard of a quote somewhere:

"jangan Syawalkan akhir Ramadhan"

for all we know, all the offers stand still.

the Red Army are still tied, 

the Doors of Heaven are still opened,

the barakah is still there.

let's just grab whatever we can.

while Allah is giving the chance.

and pray that, on that fateful Idul Fitr,

we are in the groups of people who had;

"kembali kepada fitrah"

wallahua'lam.

Salam Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

seriously. 

i mean it.

mintak maaaaaaf sgt2 eit? ;)

Kenapa Lelaki X Boleh Obses Main Game

Zaman Sekolah

*kalau asyik sgt main game, nanti kerja sekolah x siap. kecik ati guru

*mak suruh g kedai g beli bawang merah, kite x asik ckp, "nanti mak,nk abiskan 1 level je lg ni,"..end up mak g kedai beli sendri..dah kecik ati mak

*ayah ajak g solat mgrb jemaah kt surau, kite asik ckp "ayah g dulu la eyh..sket lg ni,"...kecik ati ayah..

p/s : kata gamer, "ala..biasa la tu..bdk2 main game..x remaja ar x main game weyh"

Zaman University

* zaman ni, nk main game smpai subuh pn, xde sape nak marah..mak ayah jauh..

* tapi, kalau kite main game smpai x tdo malam, portfolio math mungkin x bole disiapkan by the deadline..kecik ati cikgu stats kite yang bernama Mr. Badarudin tu...dah x berkat study kite..terpaksa la tercari2 cikgu time majlis restu b4 exam..time tu br myesal..tp konfem buat lg punye..
* main game ngn member2 smpai tgh malam, abis bising mcm nak pecah bilik member..rupe-rupenye, kat bilik sebelah ade member nk study...dah terganggu member tu..time tu kalau member tu doa, sure makbul punye la..yela, doa orang teraniaya kan makbul..isy2..abis la korg...nasib baik member sebelah tu baik, x doa supaya korg gagal exam..kalau x, mmg la rsnye x dpt ijazah...

p/s : kata gamer, "lek lek luuuuu....zaman tgh study ni la nk enjoy..kang dh keje, busy...x sempat pn nk main game nih"

Zaman Bekerja

* time ni syok sket, duit dah ada..leh la beli console yg mahal2 sket kan..tp bile kite main game smpai tgh malam, esk pagi time kerja, mengantuk..kerja pn sure careless punye..cmne boss nk sayang? cmne nak naik gaji? cmne nak kumpul duit utk kawin? kate beriya nak meminang anak mak cik sarah tahun depan, tp saving masih lg kurang drpd saving adik bongsu sendri dalam tabung haji die..bile la plak nak kawin..sian anak dara makcik sarah, setia je tunggu boyfren die padahal boyfren die sendri xde inisiatif nak usaha kumpul duit utk masa depan diorg..

p/s : kata gamer, "ala...tension la kerja..main game ni nk release tension laaa..lgpn kang dh kawin, sure leh stop punye addiction kat game ni..skrg ni bg puas2 dulu"

Zaman Berumahtangga (xde anak)

* time ni, hidup berumahtangga sure manis je..yela..hidup berdua je..mmg sweet shj la sentiasa...tp bile kite asik main game je, isteri x kecik ati ke? okay, kite tgk...

*isteri kite kerja..balik kerja sure kene masak utk suami..then pas masak, kemas2 pinggan sume..sambung lg ngn laundry..basuh, sidai...suami? sibuk abiskan main game warcraft sebab x complete lg mission..time baru2 kawin mmg la isteri x ksah..tp kawin bukan sehari dua, kawin sampai mati kot..melainkan isteri die tu Asimo, for sure la isteri tu panas gak..dh cm org gaji lak..

* isteri kite tu perempuan..hati lembut..inginkan belaian dan kasih sayang..tolongla hargai..jgn la hargai game tu je..x kemane la level game tu kalau x up pn...isteri lg penting..

p/s : kata gamer, "aku raja kot..isteri tugasnya uruskan rumahtangga..so pandai2 die la.."

Zaman Berumanhtangga (ada anak)

* selain kerja2 di atas tu, isteri kene basuh btol susu anak, mandikan, tidurkan, tukar lampin..n suaminya, still main game..ni siyes isteri dh jd bibik kt rumah sendri..rumahtangga tu perkongsian hidup..so, kerja2 dan tanggungjawab tu kene la kongsi jugak..same2 la bantu besarkan anak..ni pandai buat je anak tp x pandai nk tolong isteri jage anak sbb addicted ngn main game tu..mane x kes cerai berai berleluasa..sebab suami x pandai nk faham tugas dan tanggungjawab sebagai suami..

*bile anak dh besar sikit, kalau asik main game sorg2 je, anak cmne? anak for sure merengek2 mintak perhatian..nak dilayan dan dimanja..ni kalau anak kite mintak teman g playground, kite reply "ala...g la sendri..main leklok ye..papa ade keje sket ni.."...atoiyaiii...kan sweet kalau g teman anak tu main buaian, gelongsor kat taman...anak kite tu dpt la rase belaian kasih sayang dan perhatian papa die..ni kalau anak main sorg2 kt taman, kang kene culik, dh satu hal lak...puncanya, kurangnye perhatian mak bapak..n then, kalau anak dh besar nnt ada masalah sosial, kang salahkan cikgu, ckp cikgu x didik anak die ngn betul..padahal die yang leka ngn anak sendri...kalau anak kantoi merokok, langgar disiplin, tau malu..then bantai anak ngn tali pinggang...

p/s one : nak main game bole, tp jgn smpai abaikan tanggungjawab kite yang lebih utama..terutamanya tanggungjawab kat Tuhan..*peace*

I'm Back =)

fuhh..after almost a year leaving this rusty blog, finally she's back with the fresh looked! sawang dh sangat banyak kt blog ni. mcm bersihkan rumah untuk raya pulak. neway, let's get back to wut i used to do almost a year ago. BLO[GG]ING. yeah..u read it right peeps..;)

i'll try my best to contribute through my blog, to share what i think i shud share with the people around me..thanx for those who dropped by but only to read creepy old posts that hasn't been updated for too long!

i dont have a certain type of writings. i just write randomly. sometimes it might be beneficial to you but sometimes it wud just be another crappy post by me. so bear with me for those who intend to but u can just jump to other blog if you think [I.am.One] wudn't make any difference to your life.

hope to start very soon...till then, selamat menjalani hari-hari terakhir ibadah puasa dan selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin..[in case i dont have any post before raya =p ]

p/s : jgn biarkan hari anda pergi tanpa sebarang ibadah sunat untuk bekalan akhirat anda