Sunday, May 29, 2011

koyak + happy = lg sedap dari rojak

ramai orang tau camne feel die kalau kita happy
ramai jugak tau ape yg kita akan rasa kalau kita tgh koyak

but could you describe me a situation where koyak n happy co-exist each other?
i just experienced it. like really, just now. :)

note to myself > let's prepare. no matter how long more it will be ;) coz it's in His will and not in our hands. like, totally.


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

building a house in heaven


that's quite a common word in my stage of life right now. once in a while, my fren would bring this matter up, either for fun or in a serious tone. everybody keen to tease each other about this. i see this as a form of encouragement. yea, benda baik, kalau dah ready, buat ape tunggu lama-lama kan? :)

but the issue here, dah ready ke belum? well yea..if we want to wait for ourselves to be 100% ready, then we would never get married til we die. simply coz we dont know the right indicator on how "ready" we are. but for the very least, we have to get ready. physically and material, it's not that hard though. lambat laun duit tu cukup jgk insyaAllah.

what more important here, is spiritually. marriage is not just about two people living together, have some kids, work everyday and meet at the evening. go to the park every sunday morning to have some breeze walk with kids and spend good quality time. marriage is about paving a way to jannah. the moment you say "aku terima nikahnya..." you'll get pahala. anything you do with your wife (as long as according to sharia), you'll get pahala. you raise up your kids, mould them to be a good muslim n muslimah, there are lots lots lots of pahala waiting for you. and eventually, if everything goes on track, the whole family would enter jannah. 

sounds nice? yes it is..but are we ready to lead the way to that? this question is not only for the bride-groom-to-be but also to his companion. both husband and wife would have to prepare themselves at least to show a good qudwah to their kids. so that their kids would grow up in a protected islamic surroundings. world today is filled with many people, showing good and bad example. parents would be the one responsible to tell them, which one should they choose to follow. 

let's prepare ourselves, building our house in jannah. =)

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

tangga kejayaan

b4 fly dlu, ramai ckp "ko amik actuarial science? its gonna be hard".

skang aku nk ckp blk diorg, diorg yg ptut amik course ni. 


sbb korg leh predict, in fact prediction tu sgt tepat. 

thx kawan2, kerana jujur ngn aku dulu2

kalo cmtu, sume org ade bakat jd actuary

sbb basic concept die "prediction". sume org leh predict.

"eh, langit gelap ni, jap lg mesti hujan"

"anak kak kiah tu skolah MRSM Jasin. for sure nnt fly pny lah"

"mail lambung tu jahat. mmg susah nk berubah"

tp korg kene igt, prediction ni manusia je yg buat. bukan Allah. 

"actuarial science ni mmg la susah wan. tp kalau kau rajin study, insyaAllah Allah bantu kau senangkan course kene la ikut ckp Dia dlu."

"Mail, hidayah tu milik Allah. kau kalau nk jd baik, kene usaha sket. Allah nk bg nnt anytime je. xdehal"

Friday, May 6, 2011

baby step

kita jahat.

kita mungkin dah ckup baik, tp aurat kita belum sempurna

kita mungkin dah tutup aurat, tp solat kita selalu lambat

kita mungkin dah solat awal waktu, tp Quran selalu tinggal

kita mungkin dah selalu baca Quran, tp kita x faham

kita mungkin dah faham, tp kita x sampaikan