renaissance of a blogger

hey there...=)...its been a while since my last entry...a long long time ago...my last entry was posted on the very first days of my arrival in UK and i have been here safe n sound for almost 3 months! i dont wanna give lame excuses saying that i am too bz to post anythg here simply because the life here is pretty relaxing! i just dont have the mood top write..but few mins before i started writing this, i read few blogs of my fren... most of them keep updating their blog by writing about what they have been doing in negara org and stuffs...it strike my mind with this.."aku kat UK 3 tahun je...xkn la aku nk simpan kenangan aku kat UK ni dlm FB je?"..with that simple thought i become so inspired to starting writing this...yea...this WORD!

Ok..life here is southampton has been pretty smooth...it is just a simple city, without any tourist attraction at all..seriosly, to all my frens, if u wanna come to soton, dont u ever dream to sightseeing, but do come here because of SOTONIANS as we will make ur days here worthy! haha...not to say that we are enjoying our life so much here but we are doing fine so far..alhamdulillah...=)

since my arrival here, one thing that i am proud is of course my cooking skills...haha...thx to our desperation to cook once a week! up to this date, i have cooked ayam masak kurma, soto, all sorts of nasi goreng, chicken stew, bolognese, ayam masak black pepper and mee hoon singapore...cooking is enjoyable for me and it is not really difficult..as long as u have the guts to cook, you will be fine....;)

me in action!

chicken stew!

ayam masak merah + ikn bilis masak kicap n telur dadar

classes have been quite bumpy but i did enjoy myself in class..lectures, turorials, presentation, group discussion, assignments...all of them make myself become a wiser person by now...i did form a discussion group for my ECONs module with matt(english),moid(pakistani) and tafzani (malaysian). we are doing great..the discussions had been very active with evryone contributing their own brilliant ideas..working with non-malaysian really open up ur mind coz they can see what we typical malaysian oversee..they really ambitious and have a very clear idea and dream ahead of them...here is a picture of us..

from left : matt, moid and me

i also form a group for my DEMOGRAPHY presentation..me,together with taf and et pleasantly agreed to join Ling and Michele, 2 brilliant peeps from China to put our brains together for the presentation...we did very well for it and special thanx to Ling for cheering up our group with her bubbly jokes...haha...

Today is my last day of my autumn term and tomorrow is the 1st day of winter holiday! happy holiday peeps! and i am going to Spain this tuesday! hahaha...the route will consist of LONDON-BARCELONA-GRANADA-CORDOBA-MADRID-LONDON....pray for our safe and smooth journey and do wait for lotsa pics to be uploaded...!

owh yea..btw, my other half is enjoying her days so much in States...she is there for her university's academic visit..she was selected for the trip and im pretty sure it is because of her very well performance in studies...alhamdulillah..im very2 proud of her...=)...it seems that her tears at the very first time when she knew that she was accepted to do a course that she never applied at a university that she never thought of has turn into a joyful tears...Allah knows evrythg and absolutely the best for us...to you dear,cepat2la blk malaysia ye... =)

lastly, just to remind you guys that this blog is still alive! haha..adios...;)

a new life.a new hope.but i am still me

wow...it's been a while i haven't updated my old creepy blog..i believe if my blog is a house,there must be a lot of satans n evils living in it ryte now..(rumah kan xleh tgl lame..nnt setan masuk...hehe...)..so peeps, I'm at a new place ryte now...swaythling,southampton....yea..u read it right..=)...i arrived here on breezy morning of 29 september 2009...its kinda a memorable date..290909...let the pics below tell evrything..

with my family at KLIA...miss them soo much....<3

my sistas...

shivering in the flight

touchdown at heathrow,london

first taste of london air


there were some pics upon my arrival at heathrow,london airport..people malaysia and some of my frens in UK asked me, "how's soton?"..well...for me, its too early to comment on that....soton is nothing much compared to london or any other beautiful cities...its just a small town and certainly not a tourist attraction...like any other western cities,people here love to socializing,clubbing,drinking and what not..u name it...but that's only at night..during the day,they are nice...seldomly u can here drivers honking their cars...if u about to enter a room and there is a person in front of u,he will certainly hold the door for you...the politely of locals here were certainly respected..no doubt..

hurmm..but to be honest, my heart is still standing stiffly at malaysia...i miss malaysia soo much eventhough i am just a week here..i miss malaysian foods,hotness,sweat,the people itself and so much more..the weather here is in its mild cold (well,locals say it mild cold but for me,its real cold! cakap pn berasap ok....) its quite unpredictable with drizzles in the morning and suddenly bright sunshine in the afternoon...sweating in UK is very awkward...i can walk 30mins without sweating at all...huhu....how can be slimmer with a bad eating habit due to the coldness and lack of sweat...:(....

cooking has become my routine nowadays...now i knw how hard cooking can be..i thought i am prepared enough to eat my own cook but it is far way tasteless than my mom's...teringat lauk2 yang mak masak eventhough kat umah xdela makan grand mane pn tp cukup rase sume la...kat sini, plg grand penah housemate masak is nasi putih with ayam masak kurma...at least kat uma ade sayur sket,ayam sket,ikan sket..huhu...xpe...tahan2...next summer adalah mase untuk menggemokkan diri...sabar2....

i had my first class today...to conclude it all,they were a great start 4 me...n hoping for it to be continously fine and smooth..insyaAllah...

tgh jalan nk g 1st kelas...drizzles..sejuk gle..


jakun main asap time cakap...tp x nmpk pn dlm pic..huhu


gmbr ni didedicated khas untuk kak long n abg faizul...hehe..ni kat carboot..:)

gmbr ni plak utk baby dlm prot kak long...jgn jeles...ekekeke...blom lahir dh kene buli ngn acu..hehe...=P

hurmm...these are the faces that i miss so much ryte now...

my family...<3

my niece...huhu....rindu gle kt bdk kecik ni!...:(

n of course my baby boo...:-*

my adoreable sweetheart...<3

and my love....love her soo much...:)..:-*

alhamdulillah...hard work pays...

6 july 2009 was a very long day in my life...it was d day dat i've been waiting so much...i did not necessary to be a bright day (or night..haha..) but i was still excited to wait for the moment of 6 july 2009...

i woke up as early as 540 a.m...
after performing my prayers, im still sleepy but i walked straight away to the tv set to watch MHI...my favourite breakfast show...

around 1030 am...
few people got their IB result already...they called their teachers n asked them bout it..my hands and feets shivered and cold...i dont know what to do...i wanted to knw the result so bad but am i ready to face any result?

around 1230pm...
amin got his result! so do andi...! both of them did a great great job! i asked amin,
wan : amin,ko tny sape? pn khuzaimi?
amin : aah..
wan : so bape ko dpt?
amin : 41
wan: gle gempak! so LSE la ko pasni...
amin : insyaAllah...
wan : andi pn da tau eh?
amin : aah..die dpt 40..hebat kan die?
wan : gle la korg..dua2 hebat! congratz amin!

other conversation,
wan : jang, cmne ni, nk tny cikgu ke x? kaki tangan aku dah seram sejuk ni...
jang : damn ar wan...tension aku cmni...i leave it to u la bro...
wan : nk tny jap lg la..cikgu ade meeting skrg...
jang : hurmmm...kiter tggu mlm je la bro...
wan : hurmm..ok gak...tny cikgu pn juz tau overall points je...subject points pntg gak to know we meet requirement or not

around 825pm,
miss aqyn : hello safwan!
wan : hye teacher! how are u?
M.A : im fine here..how are you?
wan : hahaha...im still waiting..dont tell me teacher!
M.A : are u sure u dont want me to tell u??
wan : i guess i still can wait for another 1 hour...=)....i heard dat u told andi bout his result...im so proud of him!
M.A : yea,i did! dont worry safwan...u r gonna b ok...u'll be as proud as him!
wan : thx teacher..definitely i'll call u later after i knew my result..
M.A : bye!

around 914,
i key in my personal code and PIN number...n after dat, i leave my lappy and went to my room...take a deep breath...grabbed my phone and start a stopwatch to count for 1 min...

after a min...
i went to my lappy again and i clicked "log IN"...
few seconds later...
i saw so many numbers...and started counting...at the same time, i scrolled down the page and saw that the total has been calculated for me...

total points : 40 =)

im so happy and couldnt be happier..! thanx so much to the people out there who always there for me when i need u..in sorrow and happy moments...without u guys, i will not be where i am today...special appreciations to all the dedicated teachers in the marvellous KOLEJ MARA BANTING who were not tired to teach us till the very last seconds to the exam hall...insyaAllah u guys will not be forgotten...
now i cant stop smiling and hopefully, this will be a good start for my new life in southampton few months ahead...

love you ayah! mmmwaaahhxx!

i was born in a non-ordinary family....hugs and kisses, its just not us...maybe we dont know how to express our feelings but we do love each other...once again, i wanna stress here, WE DO LOVE EACH OTHER...i love my ayah,emak and all 3 sisters with their husband and kids...n i strongly believe that they love me so much too...hurmmm...but believe it or not,i never hug my dad or kiss him....maybe i did when i was a kid...but as far as i remember,i never do that....its not like i dont love him..but maybe dats my family...we dont know how to show our love to each other...EGO...maybe dats the word...and it's agreed but my kak long too...and plus, we were not tought by our parents to do so...to show our love thru hugs and kisses...we didn't practice that since we were kids...

but sumtimes kan, its not like i dont want to hug and kiss them...sumtimes, when i saw my frens hug their mom and dad everytime they visit their respective child during my days at kmb and mrsm jasin,i become so envious...siyes jeles gle ble tgk my fren dpt bnde2 cmtu but i never get such thing in my life...i wish my mom and dad are like dat...but even if let say, soon they are behaving like dat, no doubt its awkward! coz we are not used to do all the hugging and kissing thingy...sure plek la kalau ttbe my dad hug me....hurmmmm?????

and MAYBE...maybe la,because of they dont teach us to show our love directly, dats y the bond between me n my parents is not that strong....yea..we did laugh sumtimes but..it only happens especially when all of the family members are together...especially during hari raya...i love aidilfitri coz at that tyme,all my 3 sisters,bros in law,niece,me and my parents are together....:)....we would laugh,eat together and stuffs....i miss those moments so much...;(...

certainly, when i have a child, i will ensure that love is in the air of my family...i wanna be a good father and a best friend of all my children....i wish one day, i could HEAR my child says,"love u ayah! mmmwaaahhxx!"...:)...which i cannot afford to say today, but only to WRITE...but at least it's successfully delivered...eventhough the medium is different..:)




to ayah,
thx for everything...:)...love you ayah! mmmwaaahhxx!....:) i can never repay all your sacrifaction..you did a lot for me...seriously...but insyaAllah, i will try my best to make you proud of your only son..happy father's day!

a story to be ponder upon.....

hurmmm....last week i started my work at usual place...it began with a task which is quite challenging yet sumtimes could be a bit boring...controlling a helicopter....it started very well...people came in and out....after few rides, there was sumthing happen....which enlighten my eyes and thoughts....

abg ET a.k.a one : ok ladies and gentlemen, please fasten your seat belt...sila pasangkan tali pinggang keselamatan anda ye.

adik comel : abg2....ni ade brg kat seat saye ni...

*adik comel pun memberikan saye barang itu....

abg ET a.k.a one : owh...ok...thanks adik...

* abg ET a.k.a one a.k.a me then quickly go to the control board and launch the helicopter ride...after that, i quickly examine the "brg" and found that it was an PSP....ermmm...its not pusat sumber pelajaran ye adik2, its portable playstation....looked like a new one coz it shines so well in black...then, i figured out that it must be the previous rider of the helicopter who left it accidentally in the heli....i ran to the next station, to ask the visitors bout the lost of belongings....

abg ET a.k.a one : emm...puan...puan ade tertinggal brg x kat heli td...?

*aunty tu dgn glabahnye check2 la brg die...then she shouted,

aunty : adik where did u put ur PSP?

*ank die ngn tersenyum2 straight away go to me to claim his PSP...

abg ET a.k.a one : r u sure this is yours?

boy : yup2....

abg ET a.k.a one : alrite...next tyme carefull k...

after i passed the PSP back to its owner, i ran back to my control board....n told my partner bout it...

abg ET a.k.a one : wei...td aku jmpe PSP kat dlm heli...br je pulangkan kat tuan die td...

partner : fuyooo...baik gle ko...kalau aku, aku dah rembat dah...

abg ET a.k.a one : ko penah amik brg yg visitor tgl ke?

partner : hurmmmm....slalu gak la....

abg ET a.k.a one : ape yg ko dah penah amik so far...?

partner : so far aku dah penah amik 5 biji handphone...kalau wallet aku x amik la..aku pulangkan...tp ade one time tu...time tu bulan pose...aku jumpe PDA...igt nk amik...tp cm bulan pose kan...cm xbes lak amik...

abg ET a.k.a one : x penah kantoi ke ngn sape?

partner : so far x lagi....aku br brangan2 nk pakai PSP....kalau aku jumpe td, for sure aku amik...agk2 sesak, aku jual la....tp besenye kalau aku jual, duit tu aku x wat bli mknn ar...aku bli bnde lain cam komik....etc...

*hurmmm.....i just pray the best for him, myself, my family, my future family and all my inheritance...hope dijauhkan from all the wrongdoings....amin~

p/s : my company strictly upholding the good ethics of its workers...any wrongdoings of anyone of us will be taken a firm action....

taggo tagged!

hurmm.....i've been tagged! ahaha...slalunye malas nk layan tag2 ni...tp diz tyme since dah xde keje,just answer those easy pizy questions...hope u enjoy it...;)

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1. How old are you and are you single?

hurmmm...people say that i am much more matured than my age...is dat so?? hurmmm...wtv it is, im just 20...haha...

2. At what age do you think you'll get married?

InsyaAllah,several years from now...we plan, HE decides...lagi cepat, lagi bagus..:P

3. Do you think you'll be marrying

the person you're with now?

hurmmm...i am just trying my super duper very best to preserve what i have today...

4. If not, who do you want to marry with?

Her..the name which has been written before i was born...

5. Who would be your bridesmaid and best man?

actually,bridesmaid dah ade yg nk chup...tp kene tny my bride dulu la...hehe...my best man? hurmmm....sape2 pn xksah...:D

6. Do you want a garden / beach or traditional wedding?

garden would be great....but traditional sounds appreciating...hehe...mane2 pn bole....jnji sume lancar and selamat...:)

7. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

absolutely venice...for gondola riding...if not, any island in the world...

8. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
depends on my current profession dat tyme la...if i have a good profession, maybe leh je jemput ramai2....tp if cm baru2 je nak hidup ngn duit sendri, closest relatives and frens sudeyh...haha...

9. Will that include your ex-es?

depends

10. How many layers of cake do you want?
hurmmm...to be symbolic, maybe the layers of the cake is according to how many years we build oour relationship before we get married..

11. The time of day you wanna get married?

As earliest as dawn..so that we can fill every moment of the day with lots & lots of love & happiness..:D

12. Name the tune you'd like to play during the wedding.
~Thank God I Found You by Mariah Carey ft Boyz 2 Men~
~I do by 98dgrees~
~endless love by diana ross and lionel richie~

13. Fine dining or just normal fork and spoon dining?
I'll prepare everything..it's up to the guests to dine with their own comfortable ways..the choice is yours..! ;) air basuh tangan for sure ade!

14. Champagne or red wine?
uishhhh...gile ke....? mau kene perambat ngn mak, ayah, atok, nenek...hurmmm...i would ask my Uncle Rahim to teach me how to make a perfect BANDUNG SODA!

15. Honeymoon right after the wedding or

days after the wedding?
hurmmm....as soon as all the guests leave the hall, that's the beginning of our honeymoon till our last breath...

16. How many kids you'd like to have.
any number would do...as long as all of 'em are safely born and will grow up as soleh khalifah....

17. Would you record your honeymoon?

of course...but even if i wouldn't,it is still will be recorded...in my heart and my mind..;)

18. I wanna tag;
anyone who wants to do this...haha

recap of VADs...!

hurmmm....normally, the boy name nur muhammad safwan will come here with overflowing ideas on what to write....but....not this time....i just feel like to write an entry but im totally have nothing in my mind....i just wanna write sumthing.....hurmmmm...meby the all-time favourite phrase "go with the flow" may be my best fren at least until the last sentence of this entry.... :)

hurmmm...supposedly, now im at sumwhere, hanging around with dina....but it was cancelled yesterday due to unavoidable thing....hurmmm.....i just cant understand myself la...why at the very first moment when i got a sudden bad news, i tend to be emotionally disturbed but actually, the so-called "bad news" was reasonable...i should understand the overall situation and should not think only about myself...it is not like She cancel the date because she loves to do so...there's a reason beneath it and it is REASONABLE! why cant i understand? but that's at the very first moment la...after a while,when the wave become calmer,when the congestion of neurons in my head has eased, everything become rational....i begin to see the problems clearly and accept it as the way it is...hurmmm...but meby that's the nature of human.....plus all the silent whispers from all the laknatullah, it just add more hatred in my heart....hurmmmm..to all people out there yg pernah terkena with my sudden emotionally disturbed, im truly deeply sorry of my wrongdoings...:(



our latest picture....after 4 months x jumpe...:)
LnMysMs....always have,always will :-*

okay! stop all the crappy jiwang thingy.....let's talk bout my new "home", petrosains...haha...supposedly, last saturday, my batch has efficiently planned to do our 2nd batch gathering at pengkalan balak, melaka....it has been planned for months but till the very last day, only 9 people has confirmed to join....out of 41 people in my batch...hurmmm....the plan was about to go on as usual but it was cancelled 2 days before the trip coz from the 9 people, 3 of them cancelled it....az has to put the priority to her family coz she has just become a MAK LANG! congratz az! hehe...while fathi and shuk has some family matters...eventhough at first tu i was like sedey jgk la coz im sooo looking forward for this trip but meby it is not our rezeki just yet to meet up and update all the stories....there's a blessing in disguise im sure..:)....
next monday, on 15 june 09, most probably, i'll join the most awaited event of the year, Volunteer Appreciation Day (VAD)....! ooooppsss....dat's maybe few years back...but not this year....the excitement to attend VAD was not as sparkling as previous year....this year, the budget has been cut....previous VAD was a great event! in 2007, we had it at the zone hotel....in the morning, there was a tresure hunt held at KLCC park and in the afternoon, all of us would boasting ourself with our own costume, according to the theme on that year, 50 years of Malaysia independence....it was such a happening,superb event....! still igt lg time tu, me n my batch has to present a sketch regarding kemerdekaan...i become a "bapak",hubby of elly who is the "emak"...we are the parents of KARIM, si sutun from UPNM...hehe...it was actually a "reverse" version of kasim selamat, a classic movie from P. Ramlee era...don't have to story more, let the pictures below do the talk...;)

my group tyme treasure hunt! kene blindfold...huhu

treasure hunt at KLCC park!


this is the scene where fatin (the who is kneeling) dah kene cucuk with her forks...hehe...from left is raja 'the karim', elly 'the emak' and me 'the bapak'...


time pengisytiharan kemerdekaan by "Tunku Abdul Rahman" a.k.a aiman...hahaha...

all the samseng kampung dusun!



in 2008, the theme was cartoon maniA! haha....we were 'forced' to wear any cartoon character costume and due to the blunderness of idea, i just wear the simplest MIB costume...haha...just put on my dad's suit and a sunglass...tadaaa! done...hehe..n my partner of the day is my cutey KIM POSSIBLE...! hehe...;)...as usual, there is a treasure hunt in the petrosains itself....it was still fun eventhough it is not held at the KLCC park as the previous year..


with my kim possible!


there were flinstone, spiderman and frens....haha...jabbawockeez pn ade??

the witches,darthvader,MIB and wolverine....where's kayla mr. logan?


hurmmm....2009? the theme is "that's 80's show"....hurmmm...but...since the company has reduced the budget for volunteers, including our working hours and events, this year's VAD won't promise any excitement i bet....the event is scheduled to start only at 3pm...there will be no running for treasure hunt whether inside or outside KLCC....no breakfast...just maybe HI-TEA and performances and awards giving ceremony....and it is scheduled to end at 6pm....wut do you expect? people,just dont expect much....and first thing first,i wont waste my money to prepare my costume....

ok then....it seems like the flow starts to overflowing....hehe...see?? sumtimes, ad-hoc work works!...we just don't need to plan....hurmmm...maybe we shud plan and it's good to plan our work...but eventually, HE will decide everything for us...just hoping the best for everyone...till then....have a good day everybody...take care...~

R.e.L.i.E.F is the word of the day...and at least for the next 1 month...:)

Fuhh...!

what a relieve.... :) ...
first of all...i have done my fearest thing of the year...IB Exam of 2009...
it was fine alhamdulillah...eventhough some had caused my head to explode, but not to forget, some had made my day...:)....for now, not much dat i can do other than endless of prayers...

next relieving thing, i am proud to say that i am Malaysian....:)haha....i had finished my 5 days BTN camp at meru, klang....it was the most informative yet fun and vital course i have ever participate...

here are some interesting situation to be shared :

thursday, 28/5/09, 11.05 p.m

taf : wan, camne ek kiter nak pastikan ape yg kiter dpt kat btn ni, kite dapat sampaikan kat sume org kat luar tu?

safwan : uishh...susah tu taf....benda ni yg penting is delivery system...care kite smpaikan bnde ni...kalau salah care, x berkesan gak..

taf : betul...tp siyes bnde ni sgt pnting...

safwan : yup...especially utk org melayu....bape ramai sgt yg tau pasal betape pentingnye social contract tu kat org melayu? bile diorg xtau sejarah, mulelah pihak2 yg x bertanggungjawab tu wat tuntutan yg bukan2...pastu yg melayu yang x brape tau sejarah ni, gi sokong skali tuntutan diorg tu...padahal secara tak langsung, dia dah bunuh bangsa sendiri...aku pelik la...org melayu yang sokong tu bukan xde pendidikan...blajar tggi kot...tp nape la diorg wat cmtu kat bangse sendiri ek..?

taf : meby aku rase nih sebab ****** la...second thing sebab terlalu sgt nk *****...

~end~perbualan diakhiri kat depan surau...

seriously, that was the most crucial and serious conversation i have ever had through out my 20 years of life...i have never talked that kind of serious about my own race...my own country....but BTN had opened my eyes how important it is to preserve what we already have... it is our own rights....nobody should take it away from us!
people out there, do learn from history..before you support sumthing k...preserve what we already have today before it is taken away and you will never get it back...
insyaAllah, i will talk bout the content of BTN in my next next entry...:)

the last relieving thing...my sister's wedding was a success! alhamdulillah, at 853 a.m sharp, faridul atras is a official hubby of my dear sister, norsyafinaz azman....with sekali lafaz, their dream has come true....hope they will be together till the end of the day with beautiful n soleh kids...amin...~

so, what's next?
i just can't wait for my petrosains reunion trip diz saturday...cant wait to meet you guys....dah lame x gi holiday...huhu....wait for US k...hehe..=P...

tick...tock...tick....tock....

13 papers, 5 subjects, 11 days are history....
some are roughs....
some are just sweet and gorgeous....
2 papers to go.....
9 days left....
i am counting days to taste a lick of life.......
absolutely any life other than IB life.....

however, IB has thought me a lot...
not only MALAY, ENGLISH, MATHEMATICS, ECONOMICS, BUSINESS STUDIES and not to forget, PHYSICS.....
IB has thought me more than that....
and i am proud to be one of it....

KMB will be my history......
a wonderful history....
eventhough it starts with a rough journey....
but it ends beautifully....
im gonna miss the people....
whose are truly HUMAN......
with care, love and tenderness....
thanx so much everyone.....
may ALLAH bless you all....

hopefully, with everything that i've learnt here....
will be very beneficial to be brought to my next destiny......
regardless of where would it be....

may JULY 2009 be the most happiest moment in my life.....
insyaAllah...=)

one word

assignments??? done! homeworks??? what is that??? in my mind now is only have one word that worry me so much...it is not "exam"...it is not "test"...it is "DESTINY"....where is my destination after KMB? southampton,kent,heriot watt???? it is still uncertain and can be changed in a blink of eyes...n i know, i am capable of this obstacle..insyaAllah..

i can see the starting grid by now....but the finishing line is still far way to go...and i won't stop fighting in the battle till i cross the magical line....I WON'T..!

solte a' alma 2009

TREMENDOUS...

~that's the best word to describe the feeling once i stepped down the stage after my performance on solte a'alma's nite...owh...fyi, me with other 11 superb friends had been training for more than a week to perform a bhangra dance on that nite..we dance 4 3 songs, including the awaited bhole chudiyan OST kabhi kushi kabhi gham...frankly speaking, i am just another "kayu" among the 12 boys who are not used to dance...but with all the hardwork and cooperation from all of us, we not only did it, but we did it excellently! the crowd had gone crazy thru out the 3 songs...honestly i had run out of breath after the 1st song but the positive response from the crowd make me stronger and spiritted to perform for them...plus, knowing that my beloved teacher is just in front of the stage with her family, i just wanna do my best! alhamdulillah...we won the 2nd place for dance category and a special award for "stage conquerer"....This SC award for me is the biggest award for the nite...i dont care about the 2nd place...what my concern was the crowd had enjoyed our show the most! ;)

~few seconds before i stepped on the stage

me : jang...gua nervous ni...siyes aku x penah nervous cmni...
jang : (ngn muke yg ala2 xtau nk ckp ape coz die pn sbnrnye nervous jgk..haha..)lek la wan...kiter njoy jek kat ats stage nnt...=D
me : njoy je la jang...bukan nk menang pn...
jang : btol2...

~ on the stage : jang was the one who were really high,toxicated like a crazy "zaita" during the performance...chet! haha...i was sinked with my nervousness under jang's crazynees, smoothness, naturality, and excitement...haha...but i dont care bro...the crowd were cheering for all of us...;)

~ this was certainly the night of 365x2 nights in MCB....

"my beloved student...today...we will learn a topic called LOVE"

L.O.V.E...?

hurmmm...it's a learning time.....=)...few syllabus had been covered thru out the nites...

patience...appreciation...mutual understandings...empathy...consideration..and the list goes on...and it's ok...=)..these obstacles are parts of our excursion to the adultness...we will never stop learning till we die...the key strength is maturity...goodbye teenage life....!;)

u.P.d.A.t.E.s

well...life been pretty hard so far...with IRP started intensively...eventhough it is not officially started just yet...but the IRP meeting seems sumthing precious among kmbians...here and there we can see those year twos sit in a group...discussing...revising....chatting...and sumtimes GOSSIPING...huhu...not excluded my group la...and this phenomenon will continuously go on til may i am cock sure..insyaAllah with high commitment+perseverance+cooperations+considerations+prayers+blessings, we will make it girls...(im d only boy in my irp...=D..)

the nite of 6th march is approaching...for kmbians, this is the time for them to show their talent in the SOLTE A'ALMA's nite..this is one of the most anticipated night in kmb i would say...will i perform on that night?? hahaha....u better try ur luck to find me..;)

yesterday i went to mid valley for a small reunion of my ex-class in Jasin...there were nad (the pipi gemox from KTT~india bound dentistry student)...ernnie (the purple never lose from taylors~australia bound biotech student..=P)...zamir...(the batu api neraka from taylors..haha..~australia bound chem engine student..)...and ecah and amir..(err...the DOC in the making from bukit changgang???) haha...it was fun! we sat at the food court for 4 hours just to dig up back all the stories that have not been updated since 2 years back! huhu...time not flies...time speeds with speed of light! the 4 hours session was filled with lot lot lot lotsa laugh! my cheek kinda wanna explode...nad's already exploded..=P...my jaw like sengal2 already after we went back home....it was a good therapy though after a stressful life these few days back... thx to my frens...you guys really had cheered me up...;)

My mom just undergone a minor operation to remove a waste liquid that suddenly appeared on her wrist...she was fine now...alhamdulillah...and she was doin really great...and the most interesting thing to know is she got 2 weeks medical leave! mak! this is unfair! hahaha...

mid sem break is in 2 weeks time...im not really excited bout it coz the mood to study is mushrooming...i dont wanna ruin it...so it will be a "mild" holiday for me...and insyaAllah, i will be fine with it...=)

till next tyme guys...~~

L.O.V.E is the master key of H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S (a tribute to NfD and NmS)

My friend would call me jiwang once they read this entry’s title, certainly. But guys, read on. U may think twice to call me such that.

Well, first of all, let us put our brain outside where it used to be..or in other words, THINK OUT OF THE BOX..hurmm…most of the time, people will relate LOVE with relationship between sexes (including me)…yes, it is true..no one can prove you wrong…but love is just way broader than that…I call it as...

“The Chain of Hearts"

Chain No. 1 : God’s love is the greatest love of all

The first love that we should seek is the love from our Creator. Why I said so? Okay..imagine you are after a new character in Gossip Girl, Miss Carr..(Serena’s teacher)… I bet most of the guy would say she is damn gorgeous…(isn’t she? You better check your eyesight..=P) She is your dream girl….She is so cute…adoreable…matured…and all other flattering words on earth are hers… One day, you are given a chance to meet her..After a few months dating, pop! Declared! You guys are hooked! Wow….the world is yours dude! At that time, I am 200% sure that if Miss Carr asked anything from you, you are willingly to grant her with what she wants…..Okay…Now erase the image of Miss Carr! Erase it buddy! You are back in your real life…! (berpijak di bumi yang nyata ok!)Now…imagine that you are a decent boy/girl…kindhearted….religious….and stuff….Everyone like you….and im sure, God loves you as well…If you ever ask something to Him, there is no reason you will not get it….Isn’t it nice? Be loved by our own Creator…and get everything you want in this life…? I would say that, If God loves you, you will be loved by every single thing on Earth…as simple as that….But what matter is, How to be loved by God? Simple question sometimes doesn’t need complicated answer….you just need to do what He asked you to do….and leave everything that He forbids…insyaAllah…the greatest love of all is yours…=)

Chain No. 2 : It is not wrong to be a mummy’s boy or a daddy’s girl

I am not one of them of course but I am glad that I am equally loved by both of them…Even all of my sisters are just like me…my parents never differentiate their love for their children….eventhough I’m the youngest in my family with 3 sisters above me, but I never felt like one…I am not being pampered like some other youngest spoilt brats in other families…. Thank God for that…..n thanx to my parents as well for all the loves poured in my life for the past 20 years….without you guys, I will never be here….where I am standing write now…please do keep reminding me….because sometimes, people do forget things…..

For mummy’s boy and daddy’s girl, don’t get offended! Haha….actually, you guys are just like me..equally loved by both mummy and daddy…but you just get some extra loves by one of them…you get more than others….!

Chain No. 3 : L.O.V.E is in the air....

After you have tied up chain no. 1 and 2….the third chain will be just a piece of cake…A teenager like me would always loved to be loved by someone…but don’t be hastily into it..just go with the flow….never get carried away…my friend once told me….we get wiser as we grow older…we are just in searching of our maturity….take love as the strength to rise above…not a force to pull you down….love her/him as much as you could, never fooled her/him but remember, you have other people around you…you have other obligations as well…you are not live in your own world…do care about other people…because if it is written, when the time has come,SHE/HE is certainly yours...

So people, do search for the master key of your own HAPPINESS… treasure it as you trail on the exquisite excursion…don’t waste it..but remember, no. 1 does not come after 3…

Recipe of bandung soda of the day : search it…feel it…treasure it….

2009..anticipate more spices...!

hye people...:)
it has been a while since the last tyme i post an entry on my blog...kinda busy and not in the mood lately...i read bunch of blogs but very liat to write on my own blog...

okay...most of my frens had a recap on their achievements, ups and downs in 2008...glad to read their sweet memories and sometimes i remember mine too...yes...2008 was a tremendous year for me and evryone i believe because anything that happened before was granted by God not for nothing, but for something...even the bad one...so, let's just take those "presents" with alhamdulillah...=)

i had a good start for my 2009...=)....and just hope all the days,years,decades,centuries ahead will be smooth for me and evryone around me....avoid bumpy roads but if it were meant to be your path, (im reminding myself too) go through it with courage....you guys have your own weapon to counter with anything....the weapon does not need any money or license to be bought....just some efforts to put our hands together and say our PRAYER....

talking about prayer, just hope that every MUSLIM in this world would help our brothers and sisters in Palestine by at least (if you could not avoid MCD, PEPSI, cigars etc. goods made by only God-knows-who that the revenue is meant to be JEWS eventually) pray for their safety...this is our efforts as we will be question in afterlife on what have we done to protect our bros and sis there.....

so, just quote from one of my classmate's blog....BUCKLE UP safwan....! not only at the rear seat but for the whole excursion of 2009...! its gonna be fun! ;)

~chiow~