it's life dude...keep going... :)

aslmkm...hye people..

it has been a week since i last post a comment...my bad...im soo stuck with stack of workloads and revision....eventho it was a hectic,suffocating,eyes constrained week but at least,im still keep going...the week was started with a good news....director of KMB had declared that all non medic student like me will not be ranked and placed by the college for our university placement....instead, we are free to choose any country that we like the most...alhamdulillah...:)....this is d bless of the prayers from my lovely mom n dad, sisters and all my supportive friends....who never get bored to pray what's best for me.....thanx for always being on my side guys....but despite of a good start, my weekdays ends with a tragedy....a MILD tragedy...why i say so??? coz for me, i can handle it well....bring it on....i believe in Him...."God won't burden someone for something he could not bear" (surah albaqarah : 286)...i just do the best for everyone...the rest, i let Him decide.... :)

final exam is approaching...27 nov - 5 dec.....i must workhard from now on...burn the midnite oil...so that i can prove to everyone that i am capable of being one of the excellent future actuary from MARA College Banting....mak,ayah...just wait for the moment....the moment for both of you to smile, smile to see me succeed in my studies and proud for having me as one of your sparkling stars among 3 other precious diamond....

kenape ek???

allow me to write in Malay....

hurmmmm...kenapa kdg2 hidup kite ni brubah scare drastik???

bile pagi bgn tidur tu, kiter rase bersemangat sgt nk truskan kehidupan yang merupakan anugerah Allah yang sgt tak ternilai harganya....rase smgt tu mcm br pas menang Gold medal kat Olympic...

tp ble smpai jek kelas....ade jek smthg jadi....yang akn lower down blk our enthusiasm tu....

kenape ek???

hurmmmm.....kenapa kdg2 kiter rase kiter ade ramai kawan....kiter rase kawan2 kiter sume sayang kite....coz kiter nmpk yg diorg happy ble lepak ngn kiter....tp ttbe, x pasal2 kiter kene ngn kawan kiter sndri....konon2 nk gurau.....kdg2 mmg kiter cube jd sempoi.....layan jgk la gelak bile diri sendri kene....tp kdg2 boleh thn jgk diorg kenekan kite....smpai wat kite ni cm xde value....

kenape ek???


hurmmmmm....kenapa kdg2 kite x nmpk ade certain2 org yg ptutnye jd kwn baik kiter....tp kiter x sdr pn...kiter wat x endah jek diorg tu....tp bile kiter dah xleh jumpe diorg lg, baru kiter tau yg diorg tu sbnrnye kwn yg baik....time tu for sure dah trlambat kan???

kenapa ek??

hurmmmm......kenapa kdg2 kite rase kite free....bebas menjelajah bumi Allah ni....xde tanggungjawab...mcm dunia ni kiter punye....kiter leh wat suke2 kte jek...tp sbnrnye tanggungjawab kite yang hakiki kite lupe.....padahal tu sume kene buat evrytime....n x spatutnya lupe...tp cmne leh sng sgt lupe?? bnde2 lain sng lak igt.....

knape ek???

knape kdg2 kter rase kiter hebat....kiter gempak dlm SPM....PMR...UPSR....tp nk jwb soalan kinematics physic pn susah...bukan tu jek...nk hormat cikgu pn susah utk kite.....jgn kate cikgu la....nk hormat mkck DS pn xleh....parents jgn cte ar....slalu sgt kte tggi suare ngn diorg...

knape ek??

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku....ampunkanlah dosa2 ku....berikanlah aku petunjuk ke arah jalan yang benar.....Amin.....

THE STAR, Friday October 24, 2008

Fatwa on tomboys

KOTA BARU: The National Fatwa Council has ruled that tomboyism, where a girl behaves or dresses in a boyish manner, is forbidden in Islam.

Its chairman Datuk Dr Abdul Shukor Husin said the decision was prompted by recent developments as there had been cases of young women inclined to behave like men and indulging in homosexuality.

Parents must stop their children from indulging in disruptive activities that are against Islamic teachings, he told reporters here yesterday. Bernama

hurmmmm....interesting huh??? after so much hatred on this small portion in our community, finally the issue meets it ends....only God knows the agony countering with this kind of people especially when I was kinda challenged by one of them.....Alhamdulillah,my prayer is heard by God....and i won't stop praying....praying for their guidance from God....hoping that the opportunity granted by God to them to be a humble and gorgeous woman is not taken for granted.....the door still open wide for you all....u just need to find the key and enter it with wisdom and maturity....remember, God always loves us...eventhough we neglected Him....how kind He is to us right?? please buddy...it's still not too late to turn to the right path.... =)...wallahualam...

friends 4 ever....

hurmmmm...finally we are called to actuarial science's placement briefing this afternoon....our placement officer said that we can choose between two countries, UK or Canada...hurmmm...of course i choosed UK coz it has been my dream country all this while but at the end of the day, the officer will rank all my coursemate accordingly to our result...maybe UK will be a place for top scorer kot in my class...honestly i can't imagine where i will be placed...im just hoping, wherever it is, it's the best for me...(kalau kene gi canada, beku la diriku nnt...huhu...).....hurmmm..to my bestfriend, Jang, if we are not placed in the same Uni., or even in the same country, hope you won't forget me....we have been friends since Jasin lg....eventhough we always "main fizikal" and "bahan2" each other, but you still my bestie dude! hahahhahahaha...if you already found your MFL, jgn jd cam TOMPOK lak,lupe member...hekhekhek...TOMPOK, kalau ko bace bnde ni, contact ar kteorg blk kat sni....ok guys, till we meet again at the next post...im trying so hard to make my blog as interesting as i could.... ;)

relieved.... =)

fiuh....!! alhamdulillah...! im sooo relived ryte now...finally the TOK presentation has over! it was damn tiring for me all this while thinking about this damn important presentation...hurmmm....=)....to my groupmates, it is paid off guys after we went thru a lot of hardship,ups and downs for almost a month! (org lain sume prepare kejap je kot...=P)..eventho we have some minor flaws,overall miss fazlinda seems satisfied with it..hurmmmm..so tonite leh la we concentrate on other things but certainly not TOK presentation anymore....;)...to ayu,hana n taf sorry for everything if i ever hurt you while preparing for this presentation...n for hana, remember the song i sang...bleeding in love....(kalo xnk aku nyanyi lagi lagu tu, u better eat a lot k! hahahahahah...=P)....hurmmmm.....n im relieved too becoz last nite (around 2 am ++) finally ive told what i kept within myself for quite sumtime to a person that's so important in my life...it is just so nice knowing that the person already knew it...=)...n i hope things will get better and clear onwards... :)

01.09.10

it has been 1 year,9 months and 10 days....
and it is still going on and on and on.....
i don't care when it will end....
but what i concern is how the waiting will be over......
whatever it is, i hope i'll be smiling when the time has come....
don't worry about me...
for i am a patriot...
a patriot has to be patient...determine....focus....
a patriot will not easily give up....

ultraman vs ultraviolet???

hahahaha...for the time being, let the reason behind my blog's title be a special thing between certain people...:)

will the economic meltdown affect me???

hurmmmm......somebody said to me yesterday that MARA was telling the KMB teachers to get the student prepared mentally to accept the worst case scenario that the students might not going abroad due to the economic downturn....altho this was just a rumours and might not be tru,but it sparks sumthing in my head...hurmmm..for me....i have thought bout this long time ago....it goes in n out in my head...let me put it like this....n i hope all my friends will also have the same thought as me....hurmmm...if our "rezeki" had been written by Allah saying that, Malaysia is the place best for us, well just accept it...reda with it k...coz He knows the best... :)....but if we were fated to eventually go abroad,no matter how bad is the economy, or no matter how bz we are with out T.O.K, EE, IA and stuffs, insyaAllah we will still be in the plane soon....=)...anyway, this is a note to mr. WAndoG, "wan, lu mmg pecah time TOK td!!!" hahahahahah..see u guys soon...!

friendship and love???

hurmm...if you ever heard a song named "lucky" by jason mraz and colbie caillat, there's is a line saying, "lucky im in love with my best friend".....hurmmm...is it true??? i dont know...for me its a kind of awkward to fall in love with your own best friend coz...it's just...urgghh...how to say ek??? hurmmm...it's just so awkward!! hurmmm...me personally, had several times fallen into kinda crush with my bestfriend (well...especially in school before..)...but after think it twice, i guess it's the care of you towards your bestfriend...not love...you are so concern with her until you confusely think that you are in love with her...but...well...i may be sound so conservative here....but that's my personal view....and i think there are lots of people out there that are in love with their best friend! but not me....hopefully...ahahahaha...but i wont avoid it if it happens to me one day...hahaha..kidding! =P.....hurmmm..nway,why did i bring this matter up?????? well....this is just my appreciation to my bestfriends! ;)

welcome me!

hahahahaha...im a blogger now!!! hehehe..thx to raje....the extreme blogger in my class for introducing me into this new world...hahaa...im in class ryte now...bout to go back to my room and have some stuff done....i will update this freshly built blog from time to time...c ya soon!!